I don't want a boyfriend who wants me for my body.
I don't want a boyfriend who wants me for my looks.
I don't want a boyfriend who wants me for just sex.
I want a boyfriend who loves me for me.
I want a boyfriend who isn't afraid to tell every one I'm his Girlfriend.
I want a boyfriend who wants to protect me from all the bad in this life.
The boy friend I have though. Isn't like that.
He loves me for my personality and the way I am, he don't care about looks, though I think that helps a bit hehe. He's always making me laugh every time I'm with him, even when I've just been crying and he's been holding me, he always brings a smile to my face by just being himself. He makes all the bad in my life seem like a course I need to skip around. Just needing to bite my tongue and go 'I can do this.' Just so I can be with him once more.
There are days where it's painful because we live so far apart, but we cope with that, we see each other every day. Some times it's for the entire day, and some times there are days were we on spend 1-3 hours with each other. But to us it's worth every minute, and it makes us more hopeful of our future.
He lights up my day every time I see him. Every morning I see him it makes the day seem so much easier to deal with, an the nights we speak and go to bed. I feel better after having those last few minutes of being together for the end of the day.
I love him for his personality. People always give me insults about him, and I'm always thinking ''So what if you hate him? Insult him all you like, your opinions mean nothing to me. He means everything to me.'' And it's true. He does. The thought of losing him is painful, it's terrifying even. He makes me so happy, sure we have our bad times, but don't every couple? Course they do. The fact he stays with me when I lose my temper after I take it out on him, he still loves me and says it's fine, but it hurts me knowing I done so to him. But He still loves me for it. When I'm feeling so beaten down and hurt, he's always trying to perk me up and make me happy again because he knows how to do so.
He's so sweet to me, he makes me laugh in my worst time, he makes me smile through my tears, when I'm hurt he knows and I don't have to say a thing, he'll just hold me in his arms and make that pain fade away.
His voice always calms me. His laugh always makes me giggle, his compliments always make me blush. But him alone makes me feel complete and happy. I wouldn't change anything about him. To me he is perfect.
When we grow older together. I do hope we end up living with each other. I do hope we end up married and love each other for the rest of our lives. Granted loads of people would hear this and think 'They'll just split up in a few months.'' Well. No that's not going to happen, we don't want it to happen. We want to be together, we want to work on making each other happy, we take care of each other, make each other happy, make each other laugh, calm our fears, calm our anger, sooth the aches, rid the madness of the day.
I don't want to lose him. He is my love. He is my boyfriend, my fiance and one day my husband. To me he's my soul mate.
Call my crazy. But I love him.
I love you Zack. I truly do...